This initially started as a conversation between me and a homegirl, but what we were talking about was interesting so I decided to put it up as a blog. The first part that's italicized is the beginning aka her status on Facebook. Hope ya'll enjoy and leave comments if you please.

Kara:
Finding love is NOT being tied down it's SETTLING down. Finding love is settling down with THE ONE who TRUELY LOVES YOU && all the others SHOULDN'T matter anymore. Love is {SO} much better than having pointless little flings so once it's found why choose flings over love or have flings on the side? What's better than love? Anyone, please elaborate because I'm lost. ♥ :)

Flex:
That makes perfect sense bruh. There aint nothin 2 really elaborate on lol, it's ALL right there...

Kara:
Then WHY THE HECK do guys choose flings over love or have flings on the side??!!! They miss out on girls who actually GIVE A DAMN about them!

Flex:
Haha, Ummm...I Can't Speak For Every Nigga In The Galaxy, But I Think It's Like This. U Gotta Break This Shit Down Half And Half So Check Me: The Easiness Of A Fling Might B Wat Makes Us Like It..You Have The Option To Quit That Shit Without Having Your Heart Already Involved Into It. That's One Half. The Love Part (Which Supports Ur Status): To Have Someone To Share Ur Emotions With, ALWAYS..To Have Somebody That Will Love You And Actually Gives A Damn About U & Knowin' That Person Thinks About U...Just That Thought Alone Is Why A Nigga Would Say Somethin Like Your Status. So A Nigga Can Say Somethin' JUST Like Your Status But Completely Contradict Himself By Having A Fling Or Flings On The Side. Ok Im Done Lol

Kara:
Exactly and that's what's frustrating. In my opinion there's nothing cute or special about flings what so ever. AND ONE SHOULD BE SUPER QUICK to drop all the nonsense if love was found. It's NOT FAIR to have flings on the side && be disrespectful to that person you love who loves you. && it's sure as hell NOT OKAY to choose the flings over love...BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, THE HOES AREN'T GONNA LOVE YOU, THEIR NOT GOING TO CARE, THE GAME'S GONNA GET OLD, && YOUR GONNA REGRET NOT STICKIN WITH THE LOVE YOU HAD. Not sayin all guys do that just noticed a lot do. && i guess i just don't understand how a guy could find flings enjoyable if their love is right there like wtf why are you doin this when i love you.

Flex:
And I Understand You But Understand...It's Not The Fling That's Attractin' The Guy...It's The CONCEPT Of A Fling. Just Like It Aint Love That Attracts Someone, It's The CONCEPT. The IDEA. A Guy Is Gone Choose What He Chooses Depending On Where His Heart Is At And What Stage He's In As Far As Being A Man Goes. If He On Some Grown Man Shit, He'll Want Longevity And Commitment. If He On Some Childish Shit, He'll Want Something That's As Easy To Throw Away As It Was To Obtain. Plain And Simple.

Kara:
Interesting, love attracts me not just the concept but i guess guys view it differently && as for those who turn from love and go to the flings they have a lot of growing up to do.

Flex:
Agreed, But Question. U Don't Think Love By Itself Is A Concept? It's Not A Thing..It Aint Something U Can Hold Or Buy. U Can Only Show It Thru Actions & Think Of It, But Maybe That's Just My Thinking. Im Headed Off This Piece, But I Think We Should Continue This At A Later Time, Pimpn!

Holla Back,
Black Noize aka THE 615 King

" People, life, and emotions. They all change. What makes or breaks an individual is how they approach these changes. " ~ Black Noize

" Wake Up...
I Heard Her Say My Name
From A Distance
Amazed Yet Depressed
At How This Livin' Dead
Was Once A Princess
Once A Friend
Now An Enemy Of Persistence
Strippin' Everything Gone
From Our Beginnings
2 Our Endings...
Neva Wrote About It Kuz
Just 2 Think About ALL These Memories??
Is Homocide/Suicide
And IM Alive 2 Be Livin'
Fuck Reminisicin'
Or "Remember This One.."
And Subtle Kisses
AND Tha Hell That Spawns
On Tha Road Of Good Intentions...
Hurtin' Me?
Is Just Another Failed Mission
LOOK IN A MIRROR
U See Da Wounds
That's Self-Inflicted?
Letting Go's The Stitches
U So Afraid Of Incision
Wen DEEP Down
YOU Know That Bein' Kut
Was Ya Own Decision...
Sometimes I Katch Myself Glimpsin'
In Tha Windows Of Ya Spirit
JUST 2 See If Part Of Me Remains
And If It Does
I Gotta Kill It
Cause Any Ties Of U And I
Must Die:
Nonexistent
You're Dead Inside
Or Thru My Eyes
It's A Sad Vision...
& I Don't Hate YOU
I Hate Who U've Become
Speakin' Poison
So Raw
Witta Unsterilized Tongue...
How THA FUCK We End Here
Wen I Can Rememba Day One
But Fuck It All
Leave It Be
And This Conversation Is Done..."

" The things in life can make you die on the inside. Maybe it takes another person thats the same way to recognize it. "

Where to start? First thangs first, I gotta apologize for taking a second to blog something but these past few weeks...hell this past month or so has been hell. I also been going through alot of changes with myself. I really think I've learned to harden myself. I think I'ma nice dude and of COURSE, with bein' nice comes muthafuckas that want to take advantage of that shit. FUCK that. I refuse to let anybody run over me...FUCK I look like? I've also come to a greater realization that life is WAY too short. I lost a friend (R.I.P. Quan) about a month ago and since then I've really changed how I go about thangs. Bein' mad, stressed, and all dat...naw. Aint no point in it. I would rather spend time enjoyin' shit in life than spend time arguing, yellin, and havin drama filled days. No sir, not me...never HAS been me and it never WILL be me.

(Excuse me if I skip from topic to topic, but that's just how my mind work...blame it on the ADHD)

Next, I took about a month to just be...quiet. I ain't say too much to anybody and it wasn't cause I was upset or anything, but I've learned...when you're quiet and u observe people..they expose ALOT about themselves. You're able to catch alotta shit that you wouldn't normally catch. It's interesting and I recommend ANYBODY to try dat shit. Them people that you think are SO quiet...be the ones that know EVERYTHING. I learned how to really examine and "decode" people.. from the shit you say to the way you act...you tell alot about yourself. Anyways, of course with "decoding" somebody..you're gonna run into shit that completely contradicts who you think they are, BUT people are full of contradictions whether they accept it or not. People have different dimensions to themselves and you may ONLY get to see one of those dimensions if you don't look deep enough inside of them. All in all, it kinda disgusted me to realize who some people were, but hey that's life. I know who is who around me AND how they truly are and that's something that MOST people never get to say...and if they are saying it, they probably ain't tellin tha truth.

Music. Me and my music. I can honestly say that I haven't been applying myself with this music shit lately. Naw, take that back. I haven't been FULLY applying myself. I know what Im capable of and I haven't been doing it. Why? I don't know honestly. School has really been my main attention lately. I can have all the talent in the world, but I realize how valuable a good education can be. Damn, I sound old, but it's true. I plan on getting back on my music shit as soon as school is out and summer is in full effect. Summer has always been good for me when it comes to putting out new shit. Be on the lookout for Snap Sessions, Vol. 2 (from The Remedy, my group) and 6:15 DayDreamsz(My first solo mixtape). Speaking of DayDreamsz...there is a valid reason I haven't put that out yet. 1) Money, lol, money needs to be made and 2) I'ma perfectionist. Sorry but I won't put MY name on SHIT if it ain't the best that I can put out. It's a process with me so as soon as I'm at that level of acceptance...ya'll can have some new shit.

Looks like this is the end of my thought train.

Holla Back,
Black Noize

Can't Believe I Didn't Even Put No Music On Here For Ya'll....Here's My Group,The Remedy. SNAP SESSIONS, VOL. 1

This is kinda old, kinda new and just a lil sumn I whipped up. Lemme know watcha think :)

"Keeping quiet about certain emotions can be both a good thing and a bad thing. You safeguard your own emotions when you keep them quiet and unannounced yet you miss the opportunity to share those emotions. " ~Black Noize

"Express:
2 Be Blatant..
I Want U
Show Me Wat
The Others
WON'T Do
Because I Want To...
Be..
The Artist Inside
Tha Masterpiece Of Ur Eyes
Paintin' Poetry
From Every Tear U've Kried
See..
Because With Pain
Comes Tha Beauty Behind
But Your Beauty's Upfront
So Lemme Dwell N Ur Mind
2 Discover
If There's Covered Pain
That Lies
In Tha Crevices Of Ur Past
And Thru Lines
We Could Grow
2 Somethin' Greater Thru Time
But That's Only
If Ur Ready
4 A Luv Divine...
And It's TOO Soon
To Be Talkin' "Galaxy"
When We're Merely On One Moon
But Half Of Me
Wants 2 Croon
Bout How U've
Shattered Me
N This Room..
And
Though I Don't
Have Much 2 Offer
In Material Means
I Have ME
4 What It's Worth
And A Spirit 2 Dream
I Have The Eyes
2 See U
As A Being Whose Deep
I Have Tha Arms 2 Hold U
And Maybe Hold U 2 Sleep
If EVER U Need
I Want 2 B
Tha Blood That U Bleed
Or B Tha Smoke That U Emote
Wen U Blunted From Weed
Am I Krazy
4 What I Feel
And 4 Speakin' Wat's Real?
Or Shud I Keep
My Thoughts Mute
N Neva Let These Words Spill?...
I Think It's WORSE Wen
I Can't Express This
2 U
But Who Knows..
Maybe U Find It Hard
Expressin' It 2...."

"It's impossible to understand a galaxy when you have yet to grasp the concept of a moon."