Where to start? First thangs first, I gotta apologize for taking a second to blog something but these past few weeks...hell this past month or so has been hell. I also been going through alot of changes with myself. I really think I've learned to harden myself. I think I'ma nice dude and of COURSE, with bein' nice comes muthafuckas that want to take advantage of that shit. FUCK that. I refuse to let anybody run over me...FUCK I look like? I've also come to a greater realization that life is WAY too short. I lost a friend (R.I.P. Quan) about a month ago and since then I've really changed how I go about thangs. Bein' mad, stressed, and all dat...naw. Aint no point in it. I would rather spend time enjoyin' shit in life than spend time arguing, yellin, and havin drama filled days. No sir, not me...never HAS been me and it never WILL be me.

(Excuse me if I skip from topic to topic, but that's just how my mind work...blame it on the ADHD)

Next, I took about a month to just be...quiet. I ain't say too much to anybody and it wasn't cause I was upset or anything, but I've learned...when you're quiet and u observe people..they expose ALOT about themselves. You're able to catch alotta shit that you wouldn't normally catch. It's interesting and I recommend ANYBODY to try dat shit. Them people that you think are SO quiet...be the ones that know EVERYTHING. I learned how to really examine and "decode" people.. from the shit you say to the way you act...you tell alot about yourself. Anyways, of course with "decoding" somebody..you're gonna run into shit that completely contradicts who you think they are, BUT people are full of contradictions whether they accept it or not. People have different dimensions to themselves and you may ONLY get to see one of those dimensions if you don't look deep enough inside of them. All in all, it kinda disgusted me to realize who some people were, but hey that's life. I know who is who around me AND how they truly are and that's something that MOST people never get to say...and if they are saying it, they probably ain't tellin tha truth.

Music. Me and my music. I can honestly say that I haven't been applying myself with this music shit lately. Naw, take that back. I haven't been FULLY applying myself. I know what Im capable of and I haven't been doing it. Why? I don't know honestly. School has really been my main attention lately. I can have all the talent in the world, but I realize how valuable a good education can be. Damn, I sound old, but it's true. I plan on getting back on my music shit as soon as school is out and summer is in full effect. Summer has always been good for me when it comes to putting out new shit. Be on the lookout for Snap Sessions, Vol. 2 (from The Remedy, my group) and 6:15 DayDreamsz(My first solo mixtape). Speaking of DayDreamsz...there is a valid reason I haven't put that out yet. 1) Money, lol, money needs to be made and 2) I'ma perfectionist. Sorry but I won't put MY name on SHIT if it ain't the best that I can put out. It's a process with me so as soon as I'm at that level of acceptance...ya'll can have some new shit.

Looks like this is the end of my thought train.

Holla Back,
Black Noize